February 2010
2 posts
I WANNA
be happy again,
go back to the timess where i used to smile all the time
and laugh,
even though i used to have really low self-esteem.
and i hate being in love,with someone whos not.
i feel.
like cutting myself,
big time.
again.
wow o_o
my fucking gosh.
i hate my mom.
STOP WATCHING THAT SHOW.IM NOT SWITCHING YOU OUT ANYMORE.
YOUR NOT GONNA GRADUATE,SHUT THE FUCK UP.
IM NOT ARGUING WITH YOUU IM JUST TELLING YOU,
YOU SHOULD GET A JOB.
START EATING MORE.
YOUR TOO SKINNY.
BITCH FUCK YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
December 2009
10 posts
fgdggf
alot of shit has happened.
LOLLL..
Hahahahhaaaa,
this is fucking stupid.
IF I WAS MY FUCKING SISTER.
ID BEAT THE SHIT OF MY PARENTS NO LIE. i dont care.
get a plane ticket & get OUT this state.
& yeah my moms like noone thinks your attractive.
dumb bitch i hate youu SO so much. if you’d know.
Lol her comment.”your ugly”.”braces” . not a good body or face.ugly nose.acne.etc.
& what...
Lawl.
so like 2 days when i told jimmy i’d give him a note explaining everything i didn’t go on myspace and msg him instead i handwrote a note :/
& i didn’t see him at all yesterday wtf….
sooo todayy i saw himm again standing out my 5th hour… im not sure if for me or for charlene.
so yeah charlenes like give him the note & i did i kinda fucking like regret it...
i'm so fucking tiredddd
i really think i have sort of depression like on some days. that wont change.
it’s not fair.
yesterday:went to some health fair during aerobics.
4th preiod: i fforgott.
5th: watched mystery diagnosis.
6: went home early right before taking a test.x)
Schoool
Yayyy.
not rlyy :/
first period : We read a wierd story & then had a writing prompt on soda machines.persuasive writing ew.
3rd period : i FUCKING KNEW IT.sifgnaognofg. my ap human geo teacher was all like the scantrons were messed up and everyone has 2 choices,retake the test or just not take it and get a 70% and i’m like wtf i got like 48/50 which is a 95 x) so yeahhhh.
...
GMH →
givesmehope:
A few weeks ago, a senior at my school was hit by a car while walking home with a few of his friends. It turns out that, at the last second, he pushed his friends out of the way. In that accident, he was killed. Nobody else was hurt, thanks to him. People like him GMH. RIP Travis
12910.) I'm 15. I have cancer,
blogsecret:
I have had it for three years, and besides the physical problems from it (I use an oxygen tube, I can’t really do exercise, I don’t have that much hair) I don’t feel like I have it. But when I’m really happy, or laughing at some joke, sometimes a random thought reminding me I am sick, and the doctors don’t know whether I’ll live past this year, two years, three years, or however long...
so like yeah.
today 1st period:we were watching the tupac movie.wow that’s really sad.the man’s whole life i feel really bad for him,he like died wheni was like a year old.atleast people still look up to him and all.(: then we did our glides project omgsh i can’t stand THIS WIERD WIERD WIERD ASS kid in my group oh my fucking goshh.
& did i mention my friend brian got out of his 10 day...
fashion show.
todayy cbs.
10pm
victoria secret fashion show.
i’m not missing outt.
hahaha <33333
AFDSASDFAFD
lol its funny when i said oh i’ve never tongue-kissed anyone but have kissed people.
lmfao i was thinking about tongue-kissing you in my head, hahahaa.
<3333
November 2009
77 posts
its funny.
how when i was in middle school i had a whole shit load of friends.i was this preppy girl obsessed with like limited too a&f blahblahblah.i talked so much shit behind peoples backs.i was popular but alot of guys didnt like me and thought i was an airhead and a stuckup bitch.
and laughed at some shit, but i had LOADS of friends that were girls.
and like this year.
i don’t have alot of...
todayyyy,
second period:fucking lame,like always though. i hate when people who say your their ying&yang act like they dont know you at all.
4th period: oh fuck.this bitch started yelling at me and at everybody else i swear to god i’m gonna fucking videotape this lady and put it on youtube/everywhere.like she thinks im some stupid bitch.last test we took since we exchange papers with someone she...
12858.) I don't remember what it's like to have...
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6328.) I love God, he is always there for me.
(via blogsecret)
6806.) I hate when friends steal your favorite...
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6850.) I have always wanted one of those sweet,...
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yay.
i can’t wait to see you tomorrow.<3
i might just lie to my parents saying im staying afterschoool and go to someones house or idk just walk around and go to the cheesecake factoryy .: D.
orrrr if i see ryan before i get on that damn bus i’m sure he’ll be like omgsh
let’s go to burger king and it’ll be funn cus i’ll get a pack of people hahaha,.
bed
goodnight tumblr.!1:19 am
bedtimeeee.
i think i found a nice modeling agency.
: D.
lameeee.tiring scams.
Fri Oct 30
Female Fitness/Bikini/Swimsuit/Stripper Model Needed - (Miami, Fl)
gay shitttt LMFAO.XDDDD.
this is pointless & i’m tired.
auditions
i’m looking at auditions on different sites for different things.
LOLL i was gonna make a screename for talenthunter
but that thing is shit.
;o
apparently its like a scamm the whole thing.i’m really willing to making any submission/video/profile for any of these other agencies and i’ll like faint if i get a phone call/email back
no fucking lie ;o.
8577.) You're the only boy to ever make me cry,...
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8631.) I really really hate it when my friends...
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8793.) I don't believe i'm my father's daughter....
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8912.) everything i do is for attention.
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8997.) Sometimes my favorite thing to do is just...
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9066.) I think I like you... but I'm afraid you...
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9423.) Your smile makes me squirm.
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9521.) I'm never going to be perfect. I wish...
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GMH →
givesmehope:
There’s a really beautiful freshman in our school who a mentally challenged sophomore boy has a huge crush on. She got asked by at least 10 people to the winter formal dance, but she decided to go with the mentally challenged boy. Beautiful girls who are also beautiful inside GMH.
7 tags
blackfriday.
uhm okay, so this morning i woke up at 4:45 because i heard my sisters alarm go off and she had to go workk :/ she got a sony bravia 32” tvvv : D.
and like then i was at target at 5:40 and got the dark night dvd,
thenn~
we went home and then i left again at 9 am i think.
i bought the hat that i wanted for 17 dollars at express and then we went to the guess store everything was...
im really scared
theres 2 things i can’t get off my mind well 3 but yeah.
i need to tell my mom though soon.:/
happy thanksgiving.
mine basically sucks.
so yeah but i’m thankful of alot of things.(:
youtube video.
i’m probably making a video tomorrow on tik tok by kesha.
after i go black friday shopping.
this’ll be funnn.(:
& I just finished watching the tyra show.
hahaha babies.: D.:D
Science fairr.
fuckk noo.D;
my friend gave me her project idea and she found a new one.
sooo my topic is now
Which type of orange juice has the most vitamin c?
hahaha this is gonna be like fun….. i guess.XD
i have to buy that frozen container thing at publix of orange juice (minute maid)
make my own orange juice from oranges
and buy tropicana.x)
mondayyy
i’m gonna tease my hair,
i’m gonna look crazy as fuck though,since everyone in my school has no fucking idea what “teasing”means and i’ve never seen anyone with their hair teased
GMH →
givesmehope:
A month ago i was volunteering at a cancer camp, and a little boy going through chemo, with no hair, pulled out grass and made himself a wig. A boy with a grass wig GMH.
sdfasdf.
mmkay i’m seriously falling for this kid named saull. i really like you :o
i love the stupid shit we did todayyy.i’m liking you more every dayy ahaha.i don’t know when i’m gonna confess you this thoughh.
jimmy gave me 3 wetwillies today lmfaooo.<3333 i gave him 2 and helen one & clifff one in alg 2.XDDDDD
& yay omgsh i’m so happyyy : D.
like i had...
:D
awesome awesome : D.
gah i cant stop thinking about you.
everything about you.
we don’t have any classes at all.
i never even see you during the halls.
we ride the same bus but i never sit next to you .:/
& during lunch i used to chill with you,but now i dont.
i love your hugs.i love your looks hahah,just everything.i love how you play with me and just poke me sometimes lmfaoo.i love your voice.
omegle.:o
Stranger: hi
You: hello kitty.Stranger: female?
Stranger: LOL
Stranger: island adventure?
You: LOLL.
Stranger: xD
You: yeah female.You: x)
Stranger: really?You: you?
Stranger: male :D
Stranger: super awesome!
Stranger: how old?You: uhm 16.
You: you?
Stranger: im 19 :o
Stranger: bit old for you XD
Stranger: LOL
Stranger: wanna see some pics?
Stranger: of me
Stranger: :o
...
Omegle :o
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